After hearing all the stuff from people yesterday, I guess I should really suspect something is wrong. Yes, can someone just give me a bigger clue and not like going round and round my head for years!

As a friend, do what a friend should do. It is okay to confine problems or talk lame jokes, common topics to other people or etc. BUT!!! One problem is, don't physically touch here and there for like no reason please! I feel very insecure for some reason unless is those not at the friendship level type of relation.

Arh well, don't think i am capable of finding one too! Sad but what to do! At most get loved from my family more!