Hmm... not as tired as last week! But kind of missing the group of people to joke somehow. Today is slightly quiet! -_-

But nothing much happen too! Think too much then! Well... let it be.

Hahaha... Maybe sat too long in front of the computer. Having headache for now. Need to get my animation stuff down as well. Hopefully can key frame it properly before I start animating anything harder.

Hm... mind is a bit haywire for now! Not a good sign! -_-| Can someone sane enough just help me to get rid of this?

Haha... Taiwan drama showing the last episode of materialistic queen. Eh... The ending was like three lines and a few more dots. At times I just don't like how people end up in "oh everything was plotted like that!" Somehow it spoils the whole story! Sad though I still kind of like how the story turned out to be a happy ending. Arh... that's one kind of very unrealistic life! LOL!

Yesterday also had some kind of korean drama show, also last episode. But I kind of forget what is the ending. Anyway, means it doesn't store in my mind. It's okay! Think they coming up with "absolute boyfriend" on which day i also don't know. Watch the Japanese version of it. The guy is like thousand times very handsome sia!!! Because he's Japanese & wow muscular!!! Kekekeke!!!! :$ But yar, show only! Can't touch also!

But don't know why most shows doesn't make me cry somehow. -_-|

I am very uncertain because of some odd reasons. I hope someone would just clarify for me. For the past 2 years, I have been observing of one particular guy. Why? Because the way that he express himself is kind of too weird AS A FRIEND. Yeah mind you. As a friend, nobody does odd stuff to me like that especially guys!!! In summary, too many loopholes to get suspicious also!

But the problem is that, I can't feel anything whenever I am with the guy. Maybe that what miki said, "He hides it well!"

Whenever I go out with this particular person, it's just the feeling of close friend with nothing else. Can't feel anything much!!! -_-|

Oh well, the feel is just wrong somehow! Not something that I had felt like last time on other people. If anyone could tell me where is the right one. That would make life a bit easier! Or it is just him? -____-??? I don't know!

After hearing all the stuff from people yesterday, I guess I should really suspect something is wrong. Yes, can someone just give me a bigger clue and not like going round and round my head for years!

As a friend, do what a friend should do. It is okay to confine problems or talk lame jokes, common topics to other people or etc. BUT!!! One problem is, don't physically touch here and there for like no reason please! I feel very insecure for some reason unless is those not at the friendship level type of relation.

Arh well, don't think i am capable of finding one too! Sad but what to do! At most get loved from my family more!

Went out with Uncle Koh to watch Lorex the movie at Tampines don't know what is the name of the shopping center because there is too many of them! Seriously, it is quite funny and "musical" style. Worth to watch somehow.


Banana Potato Song from Despicable Me which is coming out in 2013. Can't wait to watch it! LOL!

After that flew kite at pasir ris park. Hm... Peace at the beach! Nice place to sleep!~ LOL! I mean er... nice place to not talk. Yeah... Makan at near his house there. But the prawn noodle not that nice because it was mixed with something else. Strange taste. But overall, good one.

Time for another round of flight soon. Eventually, I will recover and start flying again.

This words "bf & gf" shall remain as a taboo for now. I freaking cannot control well if I think about it. Partly, I don't know about people who wants to remain single for now, but yeah, my mind is freaky messing up my plans! Not mentally speaking, more towards emotional side. Spare me from these stuff. I cannot do my work properly also, I cannot stop thinking if my emotion keeps obstructing me! Recently, have been going into the downside of everything due to emotion. It's just desperate for something, because it just need something from someone.

Perhaps, it is not very ideal to date during teenager period. Affects a lot of things here and there. Think about it, have been fighting against it for so many years but why now? I bet this is not going to be the only battle against my emotion.

Hopefully not for now!