Hahaha... I think the kiasuism is harder to get rid of especially when it comes to marks. After all, I am still a Singaporean which I can't really deny it. Actually went to calculate my marks when I was looking at the mistakes that I made. It was pretty ridiculous when the marks did not have much cross though was near to the borderline of failing.

Went for philyouth practice just now, surprisingly I was given the 2nd part to play. Though nothing big to show off. *Smiling inside* after playing 3rd for almost quite a while. I meant a while = a few years. But anyway, wasn't as tough as last year when I came in though I see stars while playing, I suppose by a few times of practice I can still get it.

Realising that the new players coming in are people with music background, my mind would start to think,"Why are they so lucky? Why do they have tutors to teach at a super young age? Why they have this and that but I don't? Plus most of the people came in at the age of 14-18???" And after all that I am only looking at those people who are lucky enough, what about those who are like me? No music background, only started like 13?

I suppose they also do put in a lot of effort to get where they are today though they might not be on par with music background people. At least they figured their way out and break through the trend, enabling themselves to pursue their interest further.

Still, considering myself lucky enough to get in. Quite lucky to get what I want.

To think of another way, people do take things for grant when some things are just right in front of you. Things are so easy to come by, something that people will not be concerned with because they know that was given to them.

Lacking of privileges may also make one's more determine to figure a way out and learn from mistakes though is a slow process. That makes one cherish more in terms of the process and effort that has been put in.

Okay, enough of nonsense! XD

10 years ago, i was watching Digimon. Now I am missing it.

Wahaha... The feeling of living and traveling in a different world seem quite interesting in anime. The undying spirit of a kid to finish their mission! Carrying that hope and grow up, that digital monster do exists in a fantasy world.

Though it is deceiving enough to a kid that those doesn't really exist in reality, still it carries some hopes of dream. Every songs were kind of rocking motivating. Like "CHIONG ARH!" Those kind of feeling.

Well, chiong arh!!! 3 weeks left before break comes! Looking forward to it! :D

For today I will just keep my "speech" short so that I don't have to stare at my computer screen for that long. One thing is that I am sleepy especially on Tuesday so I can't hold for that long!

Anyway, didn't manage to receive feedback for 2D for my animation. Pretty sure that I am quite disappointed! I don't know why, but I just want to know what could be changed, what is there. 3D animation is a bit screwed up as I am rushing stuffs like madness.

Seriously, all ideas don't come on the first few days for which I don't know why and how. Hopefully it does come pretty soon so that I can start animating on Friday!

Now I find Korean language is a serious hard language to learn for, partly because I don't have much passion than Japanese which wasn't given to me. Disappointed. But anyway, screwed up doing my 1st quiz. Was pretty sure that I can do it, just that I was distracted by the lecturer's count down. Panick! and DIE! But anyway, it's over! Just learn from mistakes and handle the next test!

Was listening to the last lecturer late night, saw the essay and the mcq question. I am pretty sure that I don't even understand what the hell the question was asking about when it wrote about what Karl Max has made a statement about something... Yeah something that I don't know what's that word!

Feel the stress coming up soon! T.T Break come faster!!!

Hmm... Still left with 2 days of break to finish up my work. Realizing everything requires much thoughts when doing work. Don't know whether it's still a good choice to put it so tense together on Tuesday and die the next few days.

Still trying to write up a 30 sec story though! I knew I hate it every time when lecturers love us to write and create something out of the box. Muahaha... It's draining my brain cells!

But fear not! I came out with an idea from my year 1 project. 30 secs would be enough to fill it up! But I don't understand why do we have to write a one page of synopsis? That's like very long unless the lecturer is demanding for a full short story to be written. Like you know "script writing" which is like those production kind of stuff.

Okay, time to sleep!

Coming to the end of 3rd week. Having some kind of bouncing ball phobia.

Homework:
-2D refinement for 2nd exercise "Anticipation, action and reaction"
-3D modeling primatives + animation

Need to be done someday:
-2D & 3D bouncing ball animation
-AAH Research on China paintings

Hmm.. Another bouncing ball day which I was doing for like 1 1/2 days. Well not exactly that long because of sleeping and eating all day long too. But, had taken 5 tries and managed to get something satisfactory. To me lah, maybe not the lecturer? LOL!

Had cleared up my stuffs just in the morning and afternoon, what I found was whole chunk of papers stuffed inside my cupboards. *Guilty of killing trees* Haha... Had a stack of scores from 8 years ago and it pile up like quite high! o.o| Waste too much paper! XD Alright! Off I go!

Another experiment with photoshop...

Crap sia! I better clear all those poster & ticket by this week sia! It's getting on my nerves soon! That's why it's bad to help people do posters when there are so much regulations on those stupid logos here and there! -__- They surely are annoying emails which I received! Never mind! After this week, I shall concentrate on my work. Work before other stuffs. If they give late, then too bad! I have my own deadline to meet!

Angry sia! Anyway, was doing some sketchy stuffs like this!



Oops! Wahahaha...

Labels: Sketches/Drawing