Am totally unsatisfied with the life I am in. What kind of situation am I in? To compete in industry and get to the top so that I can step on other people's head? That's not what I want to do! So what's the point of studying when I want to do well in what I want but hearing what XOXOX says. I am totally pissed off. TO SHOW OFF TO RELATIVES THAT YOUR CHILDREN CAN CLIMB TO THE TOP AND STEP ON OTHER PEOPLE'S HEAD? WHAT "TOOT" is that?!?! Please lah! Everything comes with hard work and effort! And it's said as if climbing up would be the easiest job to do. Like that I also can say, it's like only a few words putting together and that's it. When it comes to reality, how much idiotic time will I be spending? Years? Decades? Why don't you do and prove it yourself?

Sorry, whatever I think is always negative. Okay, everything will turn out to be an insult! Just like how relative sees and says me being the "below average" thinking person in the family. KNS! Since when did I become the topic of these idiotic people? Uncles and Aunties KPO! Go and praise your children and stop bothering my problem! You are not me. Just shut your big mouth and everything will be FINE! Because you people exists that makes everything so complicated! Everything turns out to be personal attacks!

After a hectic week, 1 week break! So sorry to my sister for the last minute work!

Okay anyway, all the modules assignments deadline were crazy and terrible. Almost cause my life to be taken away. Literature is the hardest to tackle because the phrasing of the sentence. Sometimes, people will question a lot with what your writing is which is like not my style of doing! Hello! Literature is nonsense! It almost picks your faults and errors up.

Okay, enough of literature. 3D assignment work which due on Tuesday. I sort of understand what that lecturer says though he used hard words. I tell you, it wasn't that easy to interpret what lecturer says because they wanted us to guess what are they saying. Think of it? You aren't going to use a hard term to explain to other people and expect everyone to understand. It only gives people an impression that you are a level higher than normal people". But anyway, a work in progress and the final work. Thanks to my lao pa's help too! He's good at working with materials though an IT person.

I pretty like the final outcome though I don't know how much that I can go. Next was this 2D assignment where we can do anything with our own design.

A stencil spraying in my design. It's quite fun because I don't get to do all those stuffs before in NYP. It's strange in the first place because I am not trained in that aspect especially in art, but I quite like it. I guess most likely is the the way the lecturer taught us. Manga is allowed in my group lesson! So good right? LOL! They allow us to further explore our own strength than to stop us from doing anything. Such lecturers are hard to come! :)

4D and art history... I shall skip the whole content. An experience which I don't wish to remember at all. LOL!

Today is another Foundation Drawing. I guess I wasn't in good state. Can't draw properly. The models and my hand drawn models looks different though the proportion were there.

Hahaha... At least I have the direction to head to and improve. To try drawing the model alike. I guess it won't be a fast progress as it requires lots and lots of work.

Yeap. After tomorrow's lesson, I would go and sleep first before I start doing any work! LOL!

Went to SAM today with the class... After which did a landscape drawing. I picked National Museum as my landscape

I like it a lot! :)

Anyway... I am trying to do out a blog that will document all my works there so that I wouldn't be mixing works with my blogs here! LOL! Good Night!

I guess I would want to do my portfolio site soon... LOL! Photographed my drawing works...

Male Gestures


Female Gesture


Fall Shortening of the person lying down


A quite failure of portrait after seeing for a while. LOL!

I guess this would be a temporary work being put in my portfolio... Must have much more better works to be put inside my portfolio. Hahaha... That's all for the day... Need to chiong my 2D assignment!

Sculptures


Cathedral


The evening at Salzburg

I realised that among those 300 photos that I took in Austria, there isn't much decent photographs in my album. LOL! Maybe I should go outside and take more photograph to brush up my skills.

Woah! Quick Updates and updates... 2 weeks more before my break comes. My sis bought HD for me, need to wait for her to tell me the amount that I need to pay. LOL!

First Assignment for the 2D coursework = B+. Hmm... What should I say? Try harder to do more interesting stuff bah! LOL!

Now doing my drawing... Later have to memorize stuff...

Back to updating this blog again after doing some theory stuff. Well, was turning one of my cupboard down and ended up looking at my past few years of drawing. Hahaha... Pretty bad actually! Some were actually quite nice idea indeed when I don't really notice or know what was I doing at that period of time. Will upload my sketches if I got the time...

Well, planning to use this space to upload my works and all the stuffs which I did though! LOL! I have to take a lot of photos of my sketches done in class just in case I lost the copies. But overall, I LOVE DRAWING!!! So fun! Provided I have the time to do my work.

Time to look at my sketches again. LOL!