One thing I learn from you guys.

Everything matters = jokes. Next time I will LAUGH MY LUNGS at you people when you start complaining. Screw you guys!

Oh yesh! KAIBOON! If you manage to find your way here, yes! SCREW YOU! You are just inviting troubles from nowhere! I have limits towards certain issues, so continue joking at your own risk if you dare to!

It was kind of trendy last time and after which a lot of boyband started to form at the time when they become famous... Me too, I followed the trend till after I am not too sure also!

Didn't really took notice of their 2007 album after all. -Not a so dedicated fan of them after all! XD



Next topic:
Mirificus 11 ended with a ________. Well, I shouldn't say that I am what nervous or something. No okay! I have no feeling for concerts now. It just ended with a sweat! Like really you wouldn't want to know what happen something got screwed up somewhere. One piece of the repertoire almost died halfway. Yeah, almost silence in the hall.

Glad to have met a lot of people in that band though the management was kind of _________, a lot very noisy people though! LOL! As if you are shopping in the market that kind of atmosphere, but it lifted the mood. Most bands are just serious chat which makes you just speechless because all the time you can only do is sit there and keep quiet, listen to their longgggggg talk.

School started today morning, Kind of shocked when the lecturer is actually my 3D lecturer. It didn't come to my mind till he appears in front of my face! (o.o) But I guess he taught better in rigging class than Introduction to 3D. LOL!

That's all for the day.

SCREWY internet, almost everything is not working/loading properly today. Was doing some photo editing after that, got complained for sleeping late! XD

The next question is kind of getting on my nerves! VERY ANNOYING, VERY IRRITATING! No matter how many billions thousands times I say, people bound to ask the question or just assume something stupid!

Hahaha... Sorry if I am kind of screwy this few days because of results! T.T Did this poster out of like irritation! Over is over... All shall be forgotten and start anew again for the new semester!

Yesterday and Today was band practice for Moulmein band because they will be staging their concert on the 22nd January at VJC auditorium.

Recapping on what's going on Saturday, it's a total waste of time because they took pretty long to settle stuffs like "seating arrangement" which is supposed to be relatively an easy job. The "best" part was their management part whereby they asked us to "sit at where we are supposed to sit, and if we sat at the wrong chairs, they would not hold responsibilities for that". Found it quite hilarious because the management is just simply too "secondary school style". I supposed I would define it as being "straight and follow the rules", no acceptation of improvement. Somewhere along the line.


Met little school kids and they were kind of friendly, maybe to me because I am cute! LOL! After which went Pasir Ris Mrt there to talk at macdonalds and eat ice-cream which i didn't eat at all. But went to eat for dinner - prawn noodles. Went home bloated.

shall leave the Sunday till tomorrow. Too tired for now!

"My rabbit kena tortured!!!" ARH!!! No lah, I wouldn't be so bad to my rabbit! XD

-School & school-
Have a sudden feel of being useless again. Well... It's all comes down to my self-esteem again! Haiz, sometimes it's whether I would like to take the first move to somewhere like taking some internship from work. Give me more confidence sia!!! I need to like thousand times more to get myself up on track again.

The feeling of being surrounded by a swarm of people being aspired to excel in their career. In actually fact, I guess is only a few but I am trying to exaggerate it. I guess it had a real negative impact on myself. Well, that's bad that's bad. Change that attitude! XD

Recently have been quite annoyed by some small issue! Please nia! FRUSTRATED! Stand 10 miles away from me!

Well... after reading some conversation, I therefore conclude that people attached to the same gender are not the extreme people on EARTH!

Perhaps, ARTISTS ARE REALLY THE WEIRD ONES! The extreme in which the norms can't understand what the hell are they doing for a living, maybe because they want to attract attention that artists are the ones who create DADAISM!? Or some sort of abstract art in which only artist could understand but not the norms? Come on lah! Just go somewhere and build your castle away!!! -Now I need a filtering system for my brain- Clean up!~

HEY WEIRDOS! GET AWAY FROM ME! XD

I am pretty sure that I am so bored till I sleep almost 1/2 my days away without knowing what to do. Partly, my house is too comfortable to sleep in.

Read other people's blog talking about how they commit to external band since like secondary school, pretty sure that they are lucky to stay on for very long.(From what I read) But makes me wonder how did they manage to know so much about community band when I don't! Unlike them, pretty sure I had a -_- experience of external band.

From where it started:
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Secondary school experience:

Went to watch SWO concert for that very first time (2002) that makes me want to join external band one day. Tempted because my school did not have opportunities to stage a full concert. Never! See how bad it was compared to now. But anyway, heard a lot of rumors regarding my senior who went trying out for SWO audition during those times and they FAILED. Standard was a problem but it is kind of hilarious. It tells one thing, "NOT POSSIBLE!" And the temptation kind of died off quietly...

Of all the happy/sad/angry memories in secondary school, pretty sure I had rubbish at the end of my year in band. -CENSORED- Don't really like to talk about that though! "Senior ah! You should have entirely placed that girl to take care of the section instead!!!"

But anyway, standard did drop a lot due to the stress from that conductor whom I shall not name. "MORE TONE!..." I bet most of the people can understand that experience when the conductor threatens and scolds their students. So IMPATIENT, so annoyed!(and she continues to rant...)
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NYP experience:

Total different experience from orientation. It was kind of demoralizing when the first few pieces you see are "El Camino Real, Fantasy Variation, Gypsy Dance, Impression of Japan..." And to see that a person who played clarinet for a few months sat beside you could sight-read better than you do. EMO but just chiong! Hoping that one day could catch up with them.

Was glad to have meet my section people & the rest of the people in band. Bet I did give a lot of rubbish to people around me. Oops! -Felt Apologetic- but I won't mention who, what all those. -Learnt a lot-
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Mus'art Wind Orchestra (2007)

After talking so much rubbish, that took almost 5 years long before experiencing a community band. Cool but was totally stunned in the first place. Those times, their clarinetists were powerful. Too powerful that you just feel out of place. Was pretty "bad" experience when other people can play but you can't play- LOL! But left shortly after no more friends, partly due to workload in year 3.
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So currently I wouldn't say where am I now because nobody is reading my blog anyway! (Perhaps, people came and left quietly... Hahahaha!!! Like wee...) LOL!

Happy playing then! I want to play for the upcoming concert in July with the NYP alumni band. Just so tempting. XD

Can't imagine have been in band for almost 8-9 years since secondary school. Initially wasn't that willing to choose band, maybe it's the choice that is given that time. LOL~ What to do? Rewind and change school? LOL!

Riverside Secondary School (2002-2005)
Nanyang Polytechnic (2006-2009)
Philharmonic Youth Winds (2009-Current)

Didn't join Mus'art Wind Orchestra for long enough, perhaps only long enough for one concert. Wahahaha...

NYPAW - SYMOPHONIC EPISODE 1:

Got something on my mind quite recently, and I think it really make sense after a few years. -Sorry arh... sometimes it takes years for me to understand what the hell is happening all the time-


All in all, guys... please don't treat girls too nice because girls don't think otherwise. The main problem comes when the girl starts to confess and then "Muahahaha...".... Problematic huh? (You might think what's wrong with this "girl" friend telling that "she likes you?!" and yeah, that's what happened because of the nice things that you did for them! Eventually, it turns out to be "this guy is so nice to me...") Get ready for more tissues and tissues when your answer is "NO..."!


Hahaha... Pretty sure that internet is screwed up these days. It's getting slower and slower. Perhaps is the traffic flow = too high?!? LOL!~

2011 is here! Hopefully all the bad luck goes away. Pretty sure studies is one of the factor that is making my year upside down. Just halfway in year 2 already. Fast isn't it? People are coming out from NS already!


BAND MATTERS:
2010 is like full of performance especially during mid-year when I was having my holiday for close to 4 months! =.=

1.5.10 - Nyp alumni's chronoworks in VCH during MAY
6.6.10 - Philyouth Beautiful Sunday in JUNE
?.6.10 - University Band festival in JUNE
?.7.10 - Philyouth's SIBF Competition in JULY
19.12.10 - MWO's Rus Vegas recently in YST during DECEMBER (Just happened that I was overseas so can't play for Philyouth. Sad lah! The repertoire looks "tasty"!)

August was the month of badminton. Almost died playing for the first few times due to LACK OF EXERCISES! Muahahaha... pretty sure I aren't as healthy as I am though look thinner than in secondary school(Main problem was eating).

HOLIDAY OVERSEAS:
Went Genting in October with my lao pa and brother, it was pretty funny because we just bought as long as it looks good to us. Hahahaha! I am just off-trend people who doesn't shop like norms.
Batam in December. The problem going with my whole family is "SHOPPING". Tortured! The tour guide was quite perhaps funny in her own way, but some are really really lame jokes. But there were a bunch of young people sitting behind giggling at her English. Hahaha... So BAD!

1. Why Singapore flag have 5 stars and crescent(she referred it as a moon but nevermind) and Indonesia flag only have red and white? (Because Singapore is independent at night and Indonesia in the morning, therefore there is no moon and stars)
2. Batam is famous for its seafood, because it is surrounded by many seas (Yeah, many sea. I never knew that you can count sea.)
3. Batam at night is also famous for their "ah gua"(sissy) which meant water(aqua). -Totally speechless-

Reminded me of something! Happen to pass-by one stall there and their guitar is selling at "BUY 1 GET ONE FREE". Meh... They should do it in Singapore for clarinet like buy one get one clarinet free. Hahaha... I sure buy one. Then sell another clarinet at the same price or higher! Yeah I wish! Anyway, it's not that worth to buy stuffs from Batam due to the cost, it's almost the same as Singapore but you can get better stuff in Singapore.


It has been very long since I had complained about people in band. Life is getting boring without all those jokers and rumour though "bullying is not COOL!" which was 2-3 years back. Miss that life of complaining! Makes life better but only shows my attitude very bad what!


But anyway just some thoughts, hoping not to offend people by any means.

After staying one year in Philyouth, I still don't find myself clicking well with the section people.
- Firstly, I don't really share the same interest outside: clubbing, zouk, sing song talk cock play mahjong and etc. The frequency is totally different as what I experienced in nyp.
- Secondly, I don't have much topic to talk to them unless they randomly start a topic.
- Thirdly, I feel a bit inferior due to strong players in band , have to work harder. Sometimes I will start thinking,"Oh! Some of these guys actually have tutors, have music lesson outside their curriculum time, that's why they learnt faster than I do. That was what I can't do in secondary school, no nothing and starts from zero perhaps "playing that piano through hearing was the only advantage of not sight-reading". Yeah, all by guessing the pitch like scales (I pretty sure I don't know which has how many flats or sharps. But figuring and playing on spot isn't a tough job to begin with since I don't read in the first place! Haha... Bragging again!)

What have I learnt?! Yesh, techniques, scales, cut players because of (pppp). Okay lah, not so bad though the relationship between friends is kind of not so good in the first place! Planning on the next move... I shall not say anything yet and see how the situation goes first! The conclusion is before hitting 25, I will be out by then! >D

What's next?
Yeah, guest playing for Moulmein band during 22 Jan 2011 with "Hamster". Since it's just near starting school might as well just play since I am very bored now! LOL! Hopefully, philyouth just start somewhere in February soon! I am dying of boredom without band though I want my holiday now! Hahaha...

NYP alumni is performing in 1st July which is like thousands times faraway from now but I still feel like performing for them. XD

Well, that's all. I have been writing for 1 hour...